Love woes...

Everyone seems to fall weak whenever this becomes an issue... even your's truly ;)

 

It seems to be easy for us to give advices to friends with regards to love, but when we're in the situation, it seems to be so hard for us to get these same adivises in our system. But we never seem to get tired of it... the feeling of being in love that is. Everyone deserves to have someone special in their lives right?

 

The funny thing that makes love so undeniably crazy is the sayings associated with it... how can u say there's love at first sight when some say love is blind... or say if you love someone set her/him free while to some hold on to that someone that you cherish 'coz once its gone its gone forever. In some twisted way love has a found the means to make something as simple as having someone special in your life, hopefully someone you'll spend the rest of your life with, go through so much crap which others aren't able to handle the trials that comes with the happiness and ends up feeling miserable in the end which is just plain sad. Like for some its easy for them to find someone while others takes an enternity to even find that someone who feels the same way about them. Why do people complicate their lives by liking people who don't like them the same way and dismiss those that they don't like but like them? Is it some cruel way of irony... maybe it just is I suppose...

 

"I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on, on the other side I wanna break down and cry"

 

But what I do know is that we may never really get the ones we desire... for some strange reason its always the one whom we least expect and like I posted before, someone we truly deserve... maybe that's just the way we want it to be...

 

"A love that defies all logic is sometimes the most logical thing in the world."

A very hectic Sunday...

Gosh whata Sunday... I had to attend a Christening of my friend's baby girl, to Hannah, welcome to Christianity!!! Then I had a semi-reunion with my closest friends in college whom I haven't seen for almost 3 years who were also there. Then I had to rush to meet 2 more long time friends in a restaurant and had dinner... my treat of course ;) This with me awake since 12mn and finally got home to get some rest around 11pm... very tiring but very fulfilling. It was a very satisfying experience catching up with old friends and see how they've been...
 
Oh well atleast next week I'll have an additional day off... now time for me to get some decent sleep!!!

Everyone has a story...

Sometimes you just wish if your life would just be simple... but it isn't...

Whenever I look back and ponder how I've lived my life to the point where am at right now. On how everything has come to be, with all of the trials, the joys and happiness, pain and sorrows, you could say me and my family have been through a lot compared to most people... But that usually isn't always true... My Mom always say for you not think its the end of the world with your problems, try to listen to what other people are going through, in their times to need, and you'll feel what you're experiencing ain't all that bad, you just gotta suck it up and take it like a man... Although it may sound cruel, trying to look for other people who have bigger problems just so you feel better... But the true moral of it is that each person has a story to tell... that eventhough each of us may encounter different types of accomplishments and dilemmas... each of us has to get through them because that is the path we chose, based on the decisions we've made, the ideals that made us choose that way and the people who we chose to be with during those times... although I have regrets I'm pretty much at peace with what I have with me right now.

"Many of life's circumstances are created by three basic choices: the disciplines you choose to keep, the people you choose to be with; and, the laws you choose to obey."

Do you really know?...

Wattah week this has been... a very colorful week as far as being a sociable species we humans are, Friendships were rekindled, some tested and one was made during this very crazy week... Its tough to gauge how well you can really know a person by just talking to them, observing the words they use, the immediate reactions they give... and then suddenly it hits you... You think you know... but you have no idea... hhhhmmm... Do you really know?... *sigh

As for me, I'm too tired to argue and too lonely to ponder...

Sleep All Day...

I had a very tiring week... I had an accident and hurt my arm, good thing it didn't broke... I also got a mild cold... so during my day off, although I planned on doing a lot of things, unfortunately I was too weak to do it so I just took the oppurtunity and got some much needed r & r... So that when I get back to work I'll be fully recharged sortah speak.

Its nice to see old friends whom you haven't seen in a long time... I caught up with my best friend from college last wednesday and she was doing great... although our meeting was kept short 'coz she still had to work, it was really great that we've finally seen each other again for almost 3 years. That alone made my week...

How do I feel?... sick, sleepy but contented...

"A friend is a gift you give yourself."