Goodbye 2004!!!

Whew what a year it has been...

a lot of trails...
obstacles...
sleepness nights...
days of mourning...
and times when I'm just to sick too get up...

but also a lot of first...
formal job...
Holidays w/o my mom...
and of cource the paycheck... [which I never get tired off ;)]

Also Friendships were made...
some rikindled...
and some even ended...
And then there's someone... someone who actually came into my life when I was... umm... nah I don't want to jinx it! There's too much at stake so forgive my abrupt silence... let's just say I enjoy her company a lot!!!

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2005 is just around the corner... what better time to start fresh and leave the worries and anxieties of 2004....

I feel that this year I've transform into a more matured individual... and as I look forward to the coming year, I hope I can continue to improve on myself... and hopefully get some much deserve happiness!!!

Happy Birthday Jesus!!!

"The birth of Jesus made possible not just a new way of understanding life but a new way of living it."

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

Truly A Sad Day...

Today is truly a sad day... My brother's birhtday was yesterday... He would've been 28... he passed away two months after being born... He now serves as an angel in our family that watches over us.

And now a gud friend of my Mom also passed away. Its always the good people that are taken from us unexpectedly. No matter what others may say... Fernando Poe Jr. was a good man, a true Filipino. My condolences to his family and loved ones.

Long Live Da King!

Reality Check...

Before I start, I would just like to say thanks to all those who greeted me... it definitely means a lot !!!

Now why "Reality Check"... well I'm in a bit of a jam right now... in a crisis to put it simple... when I turned 24, I suddenly realized that as you grow older... we become more aware, become more obligated... and become more responsible. Never has there been time where everything you've learned... and everything you've applied in life that made you succeed will be put to the test... to see if you can take it... to see if you can handle it... to see if you could conquer it!!! I'll be a fool saying that "hey bring it on! I can take it" but in reality I can't... can't do it alone that is. There's nothing much greater to humble a man like a reality check he he he. It makes you see things more clearer, set things back into perspective... back in order. With a little help from family and friends... and of course a little faith as well... Hopefully things will start to get better.

With regards to work... the pay's gud, colleagues are great... but I wanna move on to something better...

How do I feel?... better but not great...